If you ever just get home and tire of having to be unable to complete the goals you set out for yourself. The ones that seemed so easy to achieve but you just didn’t.
Whether you’re depressed, have too much on your mind stressing you out, have learning difficulties, take a little longer to get used to things and adapt or you’re just plain lazy this post you will probably relate to.
I have decided upon myself that I need to send two e-mails to decide my plan. Whether my plan is doable. If not I have to adapt. I would have to find a way to either retake or not follow that path. I need my results to be wrong because they are so far from expectations that it seems like I was living in a daydream… I have to send two e-mails to have them tell me what I already know I probably do not have what it takes, when I thought I did for so long. It crushes me.
I do not know what I am going to do. I have so much angst. It’s ridiculous but I do not know how to channel my feelings. I’m going to ask for some career advice but I am just disappointed in myself…
I am going to write it all down to calm me down that might help.
I hate e-mails.
Sorry if this is so trivial.
Thanks for reading.